I once told myself 'It'll be over in a jiffy.'
Yet, I couldn't bring myself to do it.
It gets harder and harder to speak up each day.
You told me how happy you are with your current situation.
All that came out of my mouth were 'Oh(s)' & 'Haha(s)'.
When what I really wanted to say was not that.
I'm sorry for muting the call today.
I'm sorry for ignoring both of you.
I'm sorry for speaking as though it's not my fault in the first place.
It's not your fault. The problem lies with me.